Just about done with plying all the remainder of the worsted singles I'd spun. There's still more of the wool to be spun, so I might just spin it all for the warp I've been planning. I've been climbing the walls a bit unable to be weaving at the moment, so plying those singles kind of scratched an itch temporarily.
My stress level is high. It's not so much related to not being able to weave at the moment as much as just a summation of certain existential stresses I've been dealing with, including the weird things going on with my health.
But then I have to remind myself that in a perspective way, things are actually okay at the moment.
However, as much as I've been trying to minimize it to myself and 'suck it up', having gotten assaulted on Saturday has been sort of sticking with me and making me feel a little fearful as I go around during my day; and I've been having odd experiences still, like at a few points during the day I suddenly smell the guy who went after me, even though he's not here.
Sleep has been odd...the pain and the numbness have been keeping me from sinking into really restful sleep, and the unending display of childish behavior on the part of a coworker has been really eating at me, though now that we have a new manager, I don't feel quite as bad as I have been for the past year and a half since our previous manager retired. At least there's someone who has been helping me navigate the tricky waters of dealing with an employee who is lazy, angry, and manipulative.
I did have a moderately good sleep last night between about 4-5AM (this morning). Of note, but perhaps not surprisingly, I dreamed about weaving, just as I have been doing. There are designs and structural things that keep popping into my head, so there's definitely some germination going on.
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